Dear Motivation,

Where did you go? Just two weeks ago you were here. As few as ten days ago even. Do you know I will not survive if you are not here?

I need you. The alarm clock rings whether you are here or not yet I can’t seem to get out of bed without you around to kick me out.

I know I had to change things up last week so I could rest and make sure I was ready for the Ragnar Relay. I need you back. No more excuses. I have to go to the gym in the mornings. I need your help to get there.

Well, I don't know if you care now or if you've lost feelings for me... I don't know how you feel. My feelings for you are still the same and the memories of those awesome workouts don't erase.

Now I realize that it's true; you really don't ever know what you've got until it is gone. I lost you and if there was any way I could be with you again I would, but you seem to have forgotten about me and you'll probably never read this, but this how I feel and I miss you.

Love always,
Jeanne